28 July 2010, 4:00 am
im 17, i was raised Mormon. Both my parents are Mormon, and so are all of my grandparents. The thing is, im terrified of going to Mormon heaven. I have nightmares about it all the time. My heart beats fast and it hurts, i shake and cry and sweat, i feel like im being trapped, etc. Mormons believe that when a man dies, he becomes God of his own planet. He has many wives and many children on his planet. Also, he can deny his wife the right to go to heaven if he wants to. And a woman can only get into heaven if shes married and if her husband lets her. Im scared of the Mormon afterlife, it gives me nightmares and it scares me to death. I dont know if i ever want to get married, but if i did, i would want him to love me and only me. i wouldnt want him to think so low of me, that im only his earth wife, that he will have many wives in the next life. i dont want that, Mormon heaven scares me. and i would also have to have tons of children in the afterlife, so that he can have many children by his many wives. im crying right now, what do i do? im scared i dont want that to be my fate, it makes me feel like my church is sexist because of how they think of women. what should i do im terrified of the mormon afterlife ive been thinking of praying to satan because maybe he can protect me in hell or something idk im crying im scared Men probably think this is an awesome afterlife. But not for me!!!!! WTF, are women just Gods punching bag???? I HATE YOU, GOD AND JESUS!!!! MOTHERFUKCERS!... Read More »
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